Are any of you as obsessed about your BNs to the point of always concerning about them as I am?
Like I'd constantly look at my tank (ah, the pleasure of having a tank right next to your laptop), and keep on worrying about my catfish. I'd always count them all to see if they're still there, and attempt to search for them if I don't count all of them - I used to have to find them, but I'm a lot more relaxed now - knowing that they're *probably* safe, just hidden somewhere.
I've also looked at my catfish, twice, and thought they were upside down, dead, when on a closer inspection, they're the normal way up. A piece of carrot floated on my catfish once, and I was like 'omg what's that orange spot' and then... yeah, carrot. >_>
I also always worry when they stay still, until I see them moving slightly and like 'oh... whew'. @_@
I think I'm going crazy. Are y'all?